Let me ask you something, and be honest with yourself.
When someone compliments you, what’s the first thing you do?
If you’re anything like me, you deflect. “Oh, this old thing?” “It wasn’t that good.” “You should’ve seen how messy it was before you got here.” We brush off the good like it’s lint on a sweater, and then we lie awake at 2 a.m. replaying the one thing we said wrong at lunch three days ago.
We are experts on our flaws. We could write a dissertation on them. We know every wrinkle, every failure, every time we yelled when we should’ve listened, every dream we started and didn’t finish.
But ask us to name five things we’re genuinely good at? Suddenly we go quiet.
Here’s the truth that stopped me in my tracks: If you only shine light on your flaws, all your perfects will dim.
Think about it like a flashlight in a dark room. Wherever you point it, that’s what you see. Point it at the cracked tile, and that cracked tile becomes the whole room. Meanwhile, the beautiful window, the warm quilt, the fresh flowers on the table are all sitting right there in the dark, unnoticed. Not because they aren’t there. Because you never turned the light their way.
That’s what we do to ourselves every single day.
You weren’t made to be your own worst critic
Psalm 139:14 says, “I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.”
I know that full well. Not “I hope so.” Not “maybe on a good hair day.” The psalmist knew it.
When we constantly tear ourselves down, we’re not being humble. We’re arguing with the One who made us. We’re looking at His handiwork and saying, “Yeah, but You missed a spot.”
And I say that with so much love, because I’ve done it more times than I can count.
Your flaws are real. So are your gifts.
I’m not telling you to pretend you’re perfect. Real talk: none of us are. We all have things to work on, habits to break, and apologies to make. Growth matters.
But growth doesn’t happen in the dark. You don’t grow by staring at your weakness until you hate yourself enough to change. You grow by standing in grace, seeing the whole picture, and letting God work on the broken parts while you celebrate the beautiful ones.
Paul said it best in 2 Corinthians 12:9: “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Even your flaws aren’t wasted. They’re the very places His light gets in.
So where is your flashlight pointed?
Today, I want to challenge you to try something. Grab a sticky note, your journal, or the notes app on your phone, and write down:
- One thing you did well this week
- One quality people love about you (if you can’t think of one, think about what people thank you for)
- One way God has used you, even in a small way
Then read it out loud. Yes, out loud. It’ll feel awkward. Do it anyway.
Because the woman who holds the family together, who shows up tired and still makes dinner, who prays for people who don’t even know she’s praying, who keeps going when quitting would be easier? She deserves some light, too.
Philippians 4:8 tells us to think on “whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable.” That includes what’s lovely and admirable in you.
Let your light shine, starting with how you see yourself
Jesus said in Matthew 5:14, “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden.”
You can’t shine for others while you’re dimming yourself in private. The world needs your light, the whole, honest, beautifully imperfect version of you.
So turn the flashlight around today. Look at the good. Thank God for it. And let it glow.
Your flaws are part of your story. But they are not the whole story. Not even close.
With so much love,
Momma J 🤍
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